I AM NOT PERFECT, MY LIFE, IN BITS AND PIECES

Hello,
How about a chat with me, yes me, first of all I want to tell you a bit about myself.
I live in Kentucky in a small town called Menifee, population very small, let's keep it that way."
My life has been filled with ups and downs since I was a child, but whose has'nt. Been there done that as alot of us would say, filled with many mistakes, and yes I have tried to learn from it all. During my battle with cancer in 2000 and later in 2001 another surgery and again in 2004 another illness, and yes again in 2008, 2009 more surgeries. I felt like if I had one more surgery I would rather just be dead, yes die is what I told my doctor." However in between all the surgeries I was going to college to study to become a social worker, which by the time I graduated at the end of 2007, like I mentioned two more surgeries." I become more ill after each surgery, later found out I had fibromyagia which is very painful." I suffer with it to a point I can barely walk each morning." All my hopes and dreams of becoming a social worker went down the drain, I was not getting any younger at the brink of nearly 50 years old." It never happened, NO job for me, I was upset over that part more than my sickness." It made me depressed.
I decieded to write a book called Tattoo granny during 2009, during that time of writing I became ill and found out I had a bowel osbstruction, nearly died."

I was rushed to the hospital and had another surgery, my husband who was the one who is my rock, the one who pushed me to go to the hospital or I would not be sitting here writing about my life today."

We are human's and I came to know that I can die." I stop pushing myself as hard as I had been doing in the past."
My first book was finished but not without mistakes, and yes it was published with all those mistakes with grammar errors and so on, just shows me I am not perfect, but who is? I published the book with a company that was free, but later found out I made a horribe mistake, but again I lived and learned, one thing was the contract was 7 yrs to long, and I made NO money." Still today the book is just there as I call it, yes at that company who now has it all over the world without my permission, but again unless you have money to get out of the contract and someone to help you, what was I to do?

Now the book has been out going on three years and I have bought my own from the company when ever they would have buy one get five free."
I set up a fanpage and started giving them to friends for feedback only, yes, free due to the poor editing."

Now see how I am , I go from telling you about my life and get all side tracked, yep that is another part of my life since the surgeries, my memory and staying focused."
I am not perfect and never will be, but I am honest and a down to earth person, simple country girl with a good husband who still stands beside me, he is my best friend."

I will be back with more if you want to read about me and everything else going on in my life as my own world turns.
Be Blessed."

Janice. R.